i want out :(

i don't feel well :[

i've cried allllll day. advil is no help at all. i'm all achy and my teeth hurt from the fillings and i have a fever :[

lol and i still have to do homework :(

I don't know what's going on, but I have this feeling that something isn't right. I think Natalie might be mad at me...and I'm hoping she isn't. She was fine when I saw her on Friday at the mall with J-Mo and Brittny, but I don't know, something must have happened. She called Friday night, but I left my phone in my car and didn't call back. She called Saturday night, too. And I didn't call back then, either. I feel like a horrible friend. I've been selfish and I've been with Stevan all weekend. Not that I minded, but gosh, I feel like a horrible person right now.

I hope she isn't mad. I don't understand what's wrong and I just wish she would talk to me :/